There is Light

     I'm not going to lie, 2016 has been one of the most challenging years of my life, and mental health problems only made it worse. I have felt so very alone and lost in the dark unsure of where my future is headed, and if I've earned the love of those around me. I have felt like I am falling behind and have failed in so many things.
     However, I want you all to know that despite hard times, there is a light at the end of the tunnel, however far away that seems. Bad days, weeks, months, and yes, even years, come to an end. The Lord has taught me more about my weaknesses in myself, and how much this gospel means to me. I have been led to rely so heavily on him, even when I can't tell why something is happening, or indeed, why it isn't.
     The Lord's thoughts are higher than our thoughts, He knows the bigger plan, there is a purpose to every trial. I know if we just hold on a little longer, He has so many blessings He is willing to send our way. Even despite horrible times, I still feel so blessed at what the Lord has already given me, including a patient and loving husband I miss every day he leaves to go to work, and a family full of sisters who will back my every step.
     Things do get better, they do! While oftentimes it can feel we are alone, the Lord will never leave us comfortless for too long. He is always there, even when it doesn't always feel that way. He is mindful of us and loves us so very much in ways we can't even comprehend. I doubt I would have made it this year without knowing of my Heavenly Father's love for me and knowing that everything that happens in my life is His way of molding me into the glorious being I was destined to become. "You see, we are like blocks of stone... out of which the sculptor carves the forms of men. The blows of His chisel, which hurt us so much, are what make us perfect." I love my Savior and His Gospel. Trust in Him. Everything will turn out alright as we do, I know it.
     That's a promise.